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| Dear, Mister Tommy of the Reds.
Yesterday was absolutely sensational!
Even Renee said that your set was the best out of my past photoshoots.
I think you should get knee extensions. You'd make a killer model.
Happy New Year! Its the year of the pig. You're a dragon and i'm a snake. We can eat the pig.
My mommy and soeur are pigs. Horoscopically, not personalityly. :]
So I think its good that we start this up again and perhaps we can update the colors and background and shtuff? I'll let you do it.
 
this is a Philippe Ramette.
He has a whole series of photographs where he defies gravity.
I think its totally awesome and that one is my favorite.
Thats all we have for today on Art Talk with smarmi.
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| I miss you. :[ I need someone to hang out with and take pictures with on my NEW camera! :]
My father is in Vietnam right now so you wont get harassed into singing when and if you ever come here. I need some Samiloving.
I need some Reannaloving too. I havent seen either of you in a longgg time.
So I watched Party Monster last night and I did not like it at all. It was so stupid for me.
But to smooth things over, I also rented the Parent Trap with Lohan because I'd forgotten how good it is. I'm all about remakes because 1960's quality to 00's quality is like New Madonna to like.. Old Madonna.
you like that? :]
So yeah.. since my dad's been gone, we havent really sat down and had a dinner, just the 3 of us. Its depressing cause I want to spend time with my sister and mom but my sisters like out every night at job training. I hate family! Wouldnt it be easier if we didnt have families? No one to make you sad. No one to demand things from.
oh by the way, I thought it'd be good if we started updating cak3 because now that you're gone, we cant update cake anymore.
so like yeah. registrations coming up. I want to throw up a peace sign for my ID picture. It wont be in the year book right? so what the hell.
I'm hungry.
I found this really nice picture.
I'll give you a quarter if you know who it is.
KAY BYE!
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| My sister and I got into this huge fight. And its always the same fight over and over.
i'm not a bad person and i'm not a bad kid. my family makes it seem like i'm a teenage delinquent and I ought to be put away. its so unfair that they can rant about how I should be, but I cant do the same to them. (i'll just be showing them disrespect)
basically my sister said that I think I know everything. I know what I know and I know i'm not a bad kid.
and i'm not a bad person because I treat others the way I want to be treated. my sister doesnt seem to know it like I know it so therefore she doesnt deserve my love and affection.
did you know that when she was still with curvy curtis, my parents left for a week on a business trip and we were home alone. just the two of us. I had told her how I felt about CC the first time they broke up, but her being so pathetic got back with him because she's so desperate. (due to her stupid fat ass) but anyway, she decided she was going to bring him to our house AGAIN after the dreadful months while the rent's were in Vietnam, with out my consent (but since i'm only 16, I dont have a say in who I have to live with and whom isnt even family, but a fucking bouncer at some sleazy bar) ofcourse and I told her I did not want him at our house because I hate his guts. So during the week that my parents were gone. She came home twice. And that was just to pick up extra clothes and then leave again right after to go stay with him while I, being underage, without a license, without any one to take me to the market, had to live off of what I had. Which wasnt much because we were supposed to go shopping for food.
does that seem like love to you?
she always puts her friends before me.
yeah sure, I do that too, but its not like she needs to depend on me for anything. she's of age and can sure do anything she wants when ever she wants. and whatever I can give her, I do.
its such bullshit that she's still living in the past and constantly bringing up the fact that when she was my age, she had to do the same exact thing. its not my fault right? its not like I can go back in time and give her what she never got. I mean, dont blame me for a shitty childhood that I had no control of and obviously cant make any better.
she hit me. really hard in the chest. when all I wanted her to do was leave me alone. Its all I ever ask for and even with my dad, he wont leave me alone till he thinks i've listened to his BS. no matter how hard we hit and throw words at eachother, it wont change how we are. I dont believe in absolutes. I wont fight till my point has been proven. Its not that i'm ignorant, I just have my own way of thinking. And i'm definitely not weak for avoiding the conflict. it only means i'm stronger. I dont need to feel stupid for someone elses benefit. and I definitely wont make anyone else feel stupid for my benefit.
okay I think i'm done.
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| Dear CAKE,
I had a really big opportunity to be a big son of a b back there but I didn't take it, I left it alone. Why I even mention it here is just a stupid move on my part.
That Nat picture was my desktop picture for a while; it's the first picture that comes up when you google her. Do you remember reading an entry I did on my old xanga before? The list of hot girl Sweds in bands? That was the same picture I used for Nina, only it was just her in it (no Petah). Her, Maja Ivarsson (The Sounds), all of Sahara Hot Nights, and Sarah Almgren (International Conspiracy of Noise or as we'd like to call 'em "International.. Noise.. Conspiracy.. House.. of Noise.. Pancakes.. etc.").
It's good to be in love.
What I did in the last coupla days has been kind of a blur, not a bad blur, just a super-fun-I-don't-know-what's-going-on-but-that's-OK kinda blur. Lately it's just been a lot of hanging out and enjoying each other's company and late night phone conversations with the boy. You're still my number one gay, OK? Let's plan a Smarmi day this week.
Reary = new Carrie Mills (or until she's back from le Chine)?
[Hii Rearyy!]
I keep having bad dreams about school and helping my murderer friends get rid of bodies. I'm hungry and it's stuffy in my room.
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| Dear Cake,
I hope we hang out at least 7 times during spring break.
So the party was okay. It didnt get fun till the end when we were all sitting in Urban Outfitters reading from a "would you rather" book with Joshie's friends from Clark.
It wasnt so much fun from the start because there were just a bunch of guys talking about how they'd rather do a guy then a drag queen that was on the TV at Fuddruckers. I looked at Charina and I was like "did he just say he'd rather do a guy?" then she started giggling.
Birthday parties used to be so much funner.
Reanna spent the whole time calling people "Gaysha." Hi Re-anna if you're reading.
She also introduced herself to Joshie's friends like "Hi, i'm Re-anna. You know, like Anna again. Re-anna."
She's so cute. I love you Reanna if you're reading.
Reanna's like the new Carrie Mills. Since Carrie's in China anyway. We need SOMEONE to read this.
We had to take a cab home and the guy wouldnt let me out of the car till he was done counting the money. It's a good thing I only tipped him 80 cents.
Fun times. What did you do this weekend?
I hope it was funner then Josh's party.
Well okay. My work is done here.
Ttyl maybe?
PS-I've been meaning to show you this. I found it somewhere and I had to save it.
Sexy yes?
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